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Post by Corbin Jackson on Oct 7, 2007 20:17:23 GMT -5
Unsure if Tiberius would be home or not Corbin stayed at the front wakl for awhile. Watching the lights of the house flicker a bit from the wind. Brushing his hand across some of the scruff that grew on his chin he fumbled through his thoughts.
Cissy and her son were in there, his god son. Knowing ufll well nothing would happen with Cissy he couldn't help but hum a few bars of a song....
-this is the last night you'll spend alone, look me in the eyes so I know you know..-
Finally grasping at the nerve hanging in front of him he walked up to the door knocking, not sure what to expect. He just knew he wanted to talk to CIssy, even if it meant bloodying his knuckles once more.
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Post by Narcissa Malfoy on Oct 8, 2007 18:00:32 GMT -5
Cissy sat in a grand white rocking chair, her baby boy resting in her arms. Being a mother was an amazing feeling... It was hard to explain. Something only the woman got to experience, which was a shame. Tibby had been happy, yes, but not as enthused as Cissy had hoped. He was a great guy, and she loved him, but he was new to the whole 'daddy' role.
Kicking her foot, Cissy glanced at her sleeping child as they both rocked in the chair. He was flawless, resembling both his father and his mother. The blonde hair... small frame...
A knock at the door was enough for Cissy to rise and place the small bundle of blankets in the white crib. Pulling a silk robe over her newly thin frame, Cissy made her way out of the room, her blonde hair billowing in her wake.
"Coming..." She called, quietly humming a soft tune, and skipping to the door. Almost as if she was in seventh year again...
Pulling the door open, a smile spread across her face as she saw who it was. Her first thought was wondering if he was alright... But judging on the familiar look he was decent.
"Corby.." Cissy said jokingly with a laugh. Taking a step forward, she grabbed his hand and pulled him inside, wraping her arms around him briefly.
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Post by Corbin Jackson on Oct 8, 2007 19:49:43 GMT -5
Nothing was better than being around Cissy as of late. Corbin hadn't stopped thinking about her, remembering their fights and their laughs. It was all very surreal. "How is the little guy?" He asked, pulling away though his hands still rested on her hips. It was almost as if no one in the world existed existed except the two of them.
Deciding to overlook the Corby comment her smirked at her, closing the door behind him with his foot. "I'm not intruding am I?" He asked her.
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Post by Narcissa Malfoy on Oct 8, 2007 22:30:53 GMT -5
Cissy smiled, placing her hands on his, which were still on her now slim hips. "He's amazing godfather," She laughed with a nod. "Sleeping like an angel. Now I know what it was like like for you and Bella... I don't blame you." She finished looking up at the grand dome ceiling. It was always quiet in the Malfoy Manor... Most people were always gone. It left Cissy, her baby, and the house elf.
"Not at all. How could you be intruding? I said you were welcome anytime... And I meant it." Narcissa grinned, grabbing his hand and pulling him along to the sitting room.
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Post by Corbin Jackson on Oct 8, 2007 22:47:26 GMT -5
Letting Cissy drag him across the room he was surprised by how emaculate and clean it was. He was thinking of how when him and bella had the twins their house was a pit ninety percent of the time.
Smiling he tucked a strand of her face. "He looks amazing. What are you doing with yourself as he sleeps. Don't say knitting." He raised an eyebrow in her direction. The only thing that could ruin this would be Tiberius making a rare home visit.
Corbin's thoughts remained on Emmaline and how he hadn't gotten to see her yet as he watched the little boy sleep. Pain filled his eyes at the realization.
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Post by Narcissa Malfoy on Oct 8, 2007 22:54:42 GMT -5
Cissy smiled, settling him on a couch. It was nice to have company... She wasn't a fan of the silence. After a while it got lonely.
"Thanks." Cissy smiled, softly stroking the cheek of her baby boy. "Knit? Not my thing." She laughed, shaking her head. "Think... mostly. Think about... the future, whats best for me, whats best for him... What I'm going to do about Tibby... and Bella... and you... just... everything." Cissy finished with a puzzled sigh. He had to of had a reason for coming besides for just wanting to see her...
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Post by Corbin Jackson on Oct 8, 2007 23:02:57 GMT -5
Staring at her face he could see the confusion and hurt in her eyes. He wondered in all honesty if Tiberius could read her as well as he could. Reaching up he brushed her cheek with his thumb. "What do you need to figure out?" He asked her. Curiosity was killing him.
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Post by Narcissa Malfoy on Oct 8, 2007 23:04:58 GMT -5
"What don't I need to figure out?" Cissy asked with a smile, though it was true.
"I thought about it. I'm not happy at all Corbin. I stay at home alone all day everyday... Its not at all what I want."
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Post by Corbin Jackson on Oct 9, 2007 17:25:09 GMT -5
Glancing around him Corbin breathed out slowly. The house was so tidy, he'd already noticed and confirmed. But it was also quiet....what kind of home was continuously quiet. "So what are you wanting to do about that?" He asked, plopping on a couch waiting to hear about how he messed up the cushions so he could tease her.
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Post by Narcissa Malfoy on Oct 9, 2007 17:29:10 GMT -5
Cissy shrugged, smiling as he ruffed up her couch. "Bella and I discussed leaving. But I can't Corbin. I suppose I need to talk to Tibby... I don't know. I try and stay up... My problems are minimal compared to everyone elses. I really don't know." Cissy finished with a slight smile. It was true. She was so unsure.
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Post by Corbin Jackson on Oct 9, 2007 17:35:05 GMT -5
Tapping his thumb against his chin he thought for a moment. "You still listen to muggle music Ciss?" He asked her, a song coming to mind that made him think of her. The Last Night by skillet. It made him laugh that he was stealing his daughter's mp3 players because he was too old for them. In all honesty it disappointed him that his daughter's preferred the muggle world to that of the wizarding one..though weren't they all that way?
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Post by Narcissa Malfoy on Oct 9, 2007 17:39:24 GMT -5
"Course I do." Cissy smiled, resting her bare legs on the small table. She was always a fan of muggle music... sadly. So many songs flashed through her head.... all bringing a smile to her face.
"How come?" Cissy shrugged with a puzzled look. It was a bit off topic...
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Post by Corbin Jackson on Oct 9, 2007 17:45:40 GMT -5
"Listen .. or read the lyrics to The Last Night...by Skillet. That makes me think of you." He whispered the end of his sentence, realizing how mad this could make her. He almost wanted her to yell, scream, let it out. Anything that would end the silence and her pain.
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Post by Narcissa Malfoy on Oct 9, 2007 17:54:37 GMT -5
Cissy's mouth dropped a bit as she thought of the lyrics.
This is the last night you'll spend alone Look me in the eyes so I know you know I'm everywhere you want me to be The last night you'll spend alone I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go I'm everything You need me to be
Your parents say everything is your fault But they don't know you like I know you they don't know you at all
I'm so sick of when they say It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine But I know it's a lie
"I've heard it... Many many times." She smiled, though giving him a puzzled look. Why hadn't he made it clear earlier?
Cissy began to whisper the lyrics to the tune, crossing her legs.
The night is so long when everything's wrong If you give me a chance I will help you hold on Tonight Tonight
I won't let you say goodbye And I'll be your reason why The last night away from me Away from me
Why it meant so much to her she didn't know...
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Post by Corbin Jackson on Oct 9, 2007 18:00:58 GMT -5
"I dont' know why..." He said almost too quickly, not realizing he was wringing his hands, digging his thumb into his palm. Why was he so nervous?
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