Post by Narcissa Malfoy on Oct 2, 2007 17:46:11 GMT -5
Dear Diary-
Hey you. Honestly, its been too long. I just found this today when I was going through my school box... Oh how I worried over little things. And how I wish things were as simple now.
I'm two days over my due date. The baby is coming, and I can't stop it... Question is, When? Tibby left today for urgent business, begged me to hold on... Course with my luck it won't work out that way. I need him here for it... Thank Merlin I have Corbin here. I don't know if Bella will even be there. I don't want her to feel like she has to... Hasn't been that interested by this whole thing at all. I'll work it through though... I still need a name for my little boy... I know what I'll give him as a middle name... No idea on the first. That will all come in time. I decided Corbin will be the Godfather for sure... Thinking about the godmother... Probably already have my choice... But i'll wait a bit longer to make sure.
Bella needs Corbin more then she needs me. Thats for sure. She can't live without him, and she's been different latley. I want her to have him so bad... But theres only so much I can do. I know things have got to work out for her sooner or later... Now would be a great time. They're great together, really. He looks so happy with her... But I understand not being able to just leave Gabby... My one wish? For them to realize how in love they are, and that sometimes love can be confused for uncertainty, annoyance, and confusion.
Deep down? Thats what love is, really.
Hey you. Honestly, its been too long. I just found this today when I was going through my school box... Oh how I worried over little things. And how I wish things were as simple now.
I'm two days over my due date. The baby is coming, and I can't stop it... Question is, When? Tibby left today for urgent business, begged me to hold on... Course with my luck it won't work out that way. I need him here for it... Thank Merlin I have Corbin here. I don't know if Bella will even be there. I don't want her to feel like she has to... Hasn't been that interested by this whole thing at all. I'll work it through though... I still need a name for my little boy... I know what I'll give him as a middle name... No idea on the first. That will all come in time. I decided Corbin will be the Godfather for sure... Thinking about the godmother... Probably already have my choice... But i'll wait a bit longer to make sure.
Bella needs Corbin more then she needs me. Thats for sure. She can't live without him, and she's been different latley. I want her to have him so bad... But theres only so much I can do. I know things have got to work out for her sooner or later... Now would be a great time. They're great together, really. He looks so happy with her... But I understand not being able to just leave Gabby... My one wish? For them to realize how in love they are, and that sometimes love can be confused for uncertainty, annoyance, and confusion.
Deep down? Thats what love is, really.
